When you ‘like’ someone you are not suppose to ‘like’.

Everyone might have had a crush on that some guy or girl you are not suppose to like for some really terrifying reasons, reasons like, ‘He has a big ego’, ‘she has to much of an attitude’, ‘he is bad news’, ‘I am just not compatible for him/her because well I am ugly af’ or for some people ‘he/she is my bff’s bf/gf’ and well many more.

And then sometimes we fake whole situation of ‘omg! I hate him, he is ugly and totes bad news’ but what really goes inside your head is, ‘ooooemmmmmgeeeeee! He is so hot like soooooo freakinggggg hot. Just omgggggggg. Can’t take it.’ (Hormonal overdrive)

And then you start secretly developing this crush. You go with this constant stalking and hoping for them to notice you. You change you’re appearance and try to look a bit more attractive, I mean as much as you can because you know you don’t even have the ‘A’ from attractiveness. It’s a tough battle that you are never ever going to win because HE/SHE WILL NEVER NOTICE YOU.

And it’s painful and a total waste of time but hey, enjoy it as much as you can because it’s just a crush and you ain’t falling in love with that person. And if by any chance you think you are falling in love then, ‘bro, you need a doctor’.

You also need to move on because being stuck over someone is not a fun feeling. Also stalking someone to that level might also not be mentally healthy for you. 😉 JUST GET A LIFE. LOVE SOMEONE WHO NOTICES YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND NOT THE ARTIFICIAL THINGS ABOUT YOU.

– THE_INVISIBLE_GIRL’S_DREAM.

PS – No I am not crushing anyone. Lol 😉

How deep is your trust?

So there are times in your life when you go through this weird phase or moment where the people you love and trust the most might act up in a weird and revolting way by which they might hurt you and sabotage you’re trust complete.

This could literally happen to anyone and everyone reacts to it in a totally different way. In my situation, I act in a very negative way. For me trust is everything and if you break it, you might as well be dead for me. Forgiving someone is not in my nature and people keep asking me ‘why?’. They genuinely think that it’s stupid and unreasonably, that I try to create a big mess out of a small itty-bitty feud.

But for me it’s kind off like an defence mechanisms. I can’t forgive you and I can’t forget it. I can’t let it go and yes, I would distant myself from you because I don’t want to take any risks and maybe trust you again for you to fuck it over again. Yes, I know it might be immature and childish or whatever the hell you think it is. You have to understand everyone react differently according to their nature and past experiences.

And if you never really meant to hurt me in the way you did and are sorry for it then it’s best to give it some time and show that you are sorry rather than repeating it over and over by apologizing.

But hey, if you are lucky you might have a friend who is a bit more kinder then I am and might just forgive you in one go and if not then… well…

 

-THE_INVISIBLE_GIRL’S_DREAM.

 

PS  – Not trying to offend anyone with this post. XO